NIAT BERKAWAN

Assalammualaikum

First of all, Selamat Berpuasa to all Muslims. 

Secondly, I would like to apologize for not posting any new post for a while now since I'm a bit busy.

Thirdly, this post is not all about puasa.

Finally, this post will be written in both Bahasa Malaysia and English and in a "rojak" way.

Hi. Apa khabar semua? Kalau dah mengantuk baru baca sikit post ni, sila skip. Haha. I don't want you to find me boring. Anyway yang ada twitter, jaga-jagalah nafsu sebab confirm ramai yang retweet post pasal makanan, minuman semua. Takpe, dugaan. Lebih pahala puasa korang yang menahan In Shaa Allah. Yang ada instagram pula, lagi-lagi wanita, dah post belum gambar pakai telekung pergi terawih? Kalau belum, apa lagi, jangan lupa selfie lah ye malam nanti. Hehe.

Anyway, like I said earlier, this post won't be all about puasa kan. So, izinkan saya tukar topik pula. Hmm. May I ask, korang pernah tak nampak seseorang ni, tak kesah la sama jantina ke tak, tapi korang tengok orang tu dan rasa nak berkawan dengan orang tu? I don't know. Maybe because when you look at them, you find them cool enough and wanted to be friends with them. Pernah? Bukan nak kawan dengan orang tu so that you will look cool or whatever, no. Tapi nak kawan dengan dia dengan ikhlas, because he/she looks kinda cool to you and so nak berkawan dengan dia. Pernah?

Well that's good. If you ask me, I'll say go for it. You wanna make new friends? Go ahead. There's no harm in that at all. In fact, it's the opposite of harm. There's nothing wrong at all when it comes to making new friends. However, need I remind yourself, every magic has its price. And every friendship, has its own story.

So now orang yang you wanted to be friends with to, is your friend. Borak-borak and all that. Suddenly, you guys hangout together. And finally you found out that your niat was ikhlas to be friends dengan orang tu, but orang tu anggap yourself as a passing interest, or as a "touch n' go" perhaps. I don't know whether you can understand me or not, but senang cerita, your niat was ikhlas, but he/she punya niat MAYBE is the opposite. Well, it happened to me. That's why I said maybe. Because I don't actually know niat dia ikhlas to be friends with me or memang niat dia rupa-rupanya jadi kawan aku was because he/she just thought me as of his/her passing interest.

Mesti dah menguap banyak kali kan. Haha. Takpe, you may close this tab if you want to.

Anyway, I'm still gonna continue. So now you guys must be wondering "kenapa kau fikir niat dia macam tu pula? Dia ada buat apa-apa ke?" right? Well if so, then the answer is yes.  Next soalan dalam fikiran korang is "apa yang dia buat?" kan? Well if so, then the answer for that question is I am not gonna tell you. I just won't. But kalau you readers out there are so awesome, I really hope you guys would understand. I do. But just bayangkan lah, benda yang kawan tu buat, makes you marah sebab if he/she would have just told you the truth in the first place, you would understand, and things will be different. And unfortunately, sebab kan your niat was to be a friend, dalam rasa marah, you felt sad and kecewa at the same time. Sebab tak sangka orang yang at first you thought would be cool and nice to be friends with turns out bagi you rasa sad and kecewa. 

So may I ask you, kalau benda ni jadi to yourself, what will you do? You still wanna be friends with him/her , but you know you might just get hurt again, but you still want to be friends with orang tu sebab you still want to believe that orang tu baik. But kalau jadi kawan balik, you're scared that it might be awkward between the two of you. So, what will you do?

Maybe most of you fikir "alah ramai lagi orang lain boleh buat kawan". True. I agree. But unfortunately, you are not me and I am not you. You may think its easy to make new friends, but for me, I have history. Past events makes it hard for me to do that. Maybe salah aku juga. It was my mistake that aku mengharap sangat nak jadi kawan dengan dia, tu yang when something went wrong, I felt mad, sad and frustrated at the same time. But then again, if only everyone in this world use this term;

"Honesty is the best policy"

Things will be different. Maybe some of you said "dah orang tak tanya, buat apa nak cakap", well, tak salah kalau bagitau kan walaupun orang tu tak tanya. Lagi-lagi kalau benda yang orang tu tak tanya tapi you rasa you should say sebab takut anything wrong might jadi kalau tak bagitau. I just don't understand. So now I don't know what I should do. Semalam dah tanya kawan dah, tapi tak cerita pun apa kawan tu buat. Cerita lebih kurang macam ni juga. And ada lah a friend ni encouraged me untuk do something. But then again, aku rasa macam tak boleh nak buat. Dalam masa yang sama fikir juga, orang tu maybe tak kesah pasal aku, kenapa aku kena amik kesah pasal dia. Hmm. I know. I'm confused.

Anyway, I know orang yang aku maksudkan tu will never gonna read this because walaupun orang tu kata dia suka baca, I don't think he/she will read this because it's from me. But, if you do read this, I just want you to know, I still hope that we can still be friends, but at the same time, I gave up, hope for the best and hope that you realize what you did was wrong to me and lagi satu pihak tu. And I also wish to know, do you feel sorry for the things you've done to me? If so, ikhlas ke maaf tu? How can I believe you if you said ikhlas? Or. Is it sebab rasa bersalah dekat orang lain, so you said sorry to me? Hmmm. 

I think that's enough for me for now. If you guys have any ideas or comments or have anything to say about this, do help me out here. Do tell me what I should do. Kalau taknak dekat sini pun, hit me up on my twitter ke wechat ke instagram ke facebook ke whatsapp ke. Anything will do just fine.

Okay done. Sorry though for my broken English, my terrible Bahasa Malaysia, and most importantly, sorry kalau I wasted your time for reading this. Till we meet again. Toodles.

#LOVE THE FLORA, THE FAUNA

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

"It's been a while. I know I shouldn't have kept you waiting. But I'm here now"

-Britney Spears

I know its nothing and I know its no good, but do check it out. I hope you guys like it. :)

THE FLORA, THE FAUNA

Verse 1

I used to hear everybody say they want a world peace,

But some discriminate and love to hate and made up bullshit,

They create a war instead,

And kill the little kids,

Whatever happens to the innocent humanity

I used to watch some silly cartoons on the TV,

But now the TV only shows a lot of bullies,

A lot of sex appeal,

A lesson how to kill,

Sometimes I wonder is that why technology exist

You used to say no pain no gain and all the other crap,

But now you’re coming back to me to say the hell to that,

You’re turning white to black,

And twisting right to left,

There’s nothing left for me to say except to learn that

Chorus

You’re, nothing but a trouble

Killing all the future,

Killing all the nature;

You’re, nothing but a demon

Living as a criminal,

Killing all the creatures;

The flora, the fauna

On earth

 Verse 2

As you wake up in the morning and turn on the internet,

There goes the negative images the community spread,

They call them by the name,

The Israel,

I know that there are words that I should have never said

I used to hear a song that asked us to make a change,

But you still want to use your bullets, make the world end,

Through the drinks and drugs,

And all the media,

And you thought that the “terrorist” is your key for help

But now you’re losing time the clock is ticking rapidly,

You will regret and wish the things you've done you never did,

But then it’s too late,

And all of your mistakes,

Will eat you up alive and it won’t stop for infinity;

Chorus 

You’re, nothing but a trouble

Killing all the future,

Killing all the nature;

You’re, nothing but a demon

Living as a criminal,

Killing all the creatures;

The flora, the fauna

On earth

Bridge

See

Never think, you own, every part of land you land on

Never use, excuses, your bombs just to explode them

For once, just wonder, if they take away your freedom

And feel, the fear, you made them felt for years

The brain, the mind, and the people you manipulated

Stop, for a minute, and think of the sins you've created

Just take, a breath, before you’re going under

The grave, and last, the life you thought would be forever

Chorus

Don’t, ever create a trouble

Killing all the future,

Killing all the nature;

Don’t, ever be a demon

Living as a criminal,

Killing all the creatures;

The flora, the fauna

On earth

 Comment and tell me what you think about it. ttfn. :)

#LOVE 370

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

Yesterday, aircraft MH370 went missing during its flight from Malaysia to Beijing. I don't want to say much. I don't want to speculate anything. As for now, what we know is that it is still missing. I may not know anyone in the aircraft, but I still feel like I have lost someone I've known for years. That's me. A stranger. I can't imagine how sad the relatives of the crew and the passengers are right now. I truly am sorry. We as human beings, should all just raise our hands and pray for miracles to happen. Kun Faya Kun (When Allah decrees a matter, Allah only says to it "be", and it will be). If Allah wants it to vanish, it will vanish. If Allah wants to show it to us, it will be shown to us. Nothing is impossible. Do not only pray that MH370 will be found. But pray that the crew and passengers are safe. Pray that they can still have a chance to hug their love ones. Pray that they can still have a chance to live and see the world as it is. Pray that all of them are still alive.

Btw, I've made a music-less song called 370, and below is the lyric of the song and a link for the audio. My voice sucks, I agree. Some may laugh at me, but I don't mind. Say what you want, for this is what I want to say, from my heart. Please don't judge me. Don't stop believing. Have faith. Keep on praying. #PrayForMH370

370

As we close our eyes at night,

Some are struggling to survive

As the sun goes down and its dark outside,

Some are praying to see the lights

And now, we're waiting for you to come home,

The children and parents are still holding on

Where are you now?

Why still haven't you been found?

Where are you now?

We're praying that you will be safe and sound

Where have you been.

Please come back home.

You are truly missed.

Three seven O (370)

https://soundcloud.com/uzer26/370-1

#LOVE BORN THIS WAY

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM


Okay okay I know I'm about 3 weeks late, but I'm gonna wish ya'll anyway.

Okay done. Now, does the title of this post sounds familiar to any of you? No? Yes? Okay I'm sure most of ya'll can recognize it. But to those that don't know, it's actually a title of a song by the mother monster herself, Lady Gaga. Now you guys must be wondering why I put this song title as the title of this post, right? Here's the thing. I actually have edited the lyric of this song about a year ago, and I think its about time for me to share it with you guys. As you scroll down, you'll see the edited lyric that I've made. I should warn you though, if you're not a Muslim, please avoid this post or if you still want to read it, please don't post any violent comments. Thank you. I hope ya'll enjoy the lyric., and try to sing along with it :)

BORN THIS WAY

My mama told me when I was young,

We were born as a Muslim

She said that we should pray five times a day,

That we never disobey

"There's nothing wrong with loving who you are" she said,

Cause Allah create us perfectly

So hold your hands up friends and you'll go far,

Listen to me when I say

We're beautiful in our way,

Cause God makes no mistakes

We're on the right track baby,

We were born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,

Just love yourself and your set

We're on the right track baby,

We are born as Muslims

Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby we were born this way,

Baby we were born this way (born this way)

Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby we were born this way,

Right track baby we were born as Muslims

Remind yourself, you're a Muslim

Remind yourself, you're a Muslim

Remind yourself, you're a Muslim

Remind yourself

Give yourself prudence and love your friends,

Never ever break the rules

In our religion of the "only truth"

We must be ourselves, respect our youths

A different brother is not a sin,

Believe in A-L-L-A-H

Just love yourself and love this record and,

Siapa kata tak boleh?

 We're beautiful in our way,

Cause God makes no mistakes

We're on the right track baby,

We were born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,

Just love yourself and your set

We're on the right track baby,

We are born as Muslims

Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby we were born this way,

Baby we were born this way (born this way)

Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby we were born this way,

Right track baby we were born as Muslims

Remind yourself, you're a Muslim

Whether you're hot, or just like me

You're black, white, beige, chola descent

You're Asian or you're orient

Whether life's disabilities

Left you outcast, bullied or teased

Rejoice and love yourself today

Cause baby we were born...

Don't be gay, lesbian, bi

Just be straight, love your own life

We're on the right track baby

We were born to survive

No matter black, white or beige

Chola or orient made

We're on the right track baby

We were born to be brave

We're beautiful in our way,

Cause God makes no mistakes

We're on the right track baby,

We were born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,

Just love yourself and your set

We're on the right track baby,

We are born as Muslims

Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby we were born this way,

Baby we were born this way (born this way)

Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby we were born this way,

Right track baby we were born as Muslims

I was born this way hey

I was born this way hey

We're on the right track baby

We were born as Muslims

I was born this way hey

I was born this way hey

We're on the right track baby

We were born as Muslims