FAKE SMILE.

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

Before I start babbling on such stuff, I would like to say something.

"HI THERE!" 

Okay done. Now back to babbling. Do you guys know what "fake smile" actually is? Well of course you do. Most of ya'll are good at it. To me, a fake smile is some kind of an expression that most of the times, girls/ladies/women, will do/express. What I'm gonna share with you who reads this post is actually some kind of a secret or an advantage of this expression.

"Uuuu. Gila la Uzer nak cite pasal fake smile. Uuuu."

AnywayS, as all of you know, a fake smile occur when someone is actually sad, depressed, sorrow, unhappy, miserable, and bla bla bla in the inside, but they manage to create an expression to cover those feelings by making a smile on the outside. True? Let me ask you again and this time, I need you to shout. TRUE?

(WARNING: If you are bored, do not continue reading. Please proceed to other posts. Thank you.)

As I said earlier, ladies are actually the ones who usually create this expression. You manage to cover all those hurtful feelings iMside you to yourself and make a smile so that no one knows that you are hurt. That is the reason you fake a smile right? Because you don't want to show to others that you are sad. When people know that you are hurt but you can prove to others that you can still smile even though you are crying a river inside, you just prove that you are strong and you're not going to lose just because it hurts. WOW. Women are strong. And that's awesome! 

Usually, after a big fight or a break-up, girls/ladies will be sad and they will eventually crI. And to them, it's hard to move on because they thought that they will live happily ever after their ex boyfriends. Well, this is not a fairy tale. This is life. Although it hurts so much, you have to try to smile. 

"Ahh kau cakap senang ah Uzer kau laki..."

I know. I'm a dude. It is easy for me say it. But that is why I said "try". Right? Anyway, the main reason I wrote this post is to share a secLet that I think most of you girls out there didn't realized. The secret is, although it is damn hard for you girls to even try to fake a smile, that is actually the first step ever for you to move on. Yup. Faking a smile is the first step. You do have a twitter or a facebook or any other social media accounts right? By only twetting or posting this ":)" although you don't feel like it, will make you feel better. The flow is there. When you start to fake a smile, in time, that fake smile will turn into a real one.

Said Martin Charnin;

"You're never fully dressed without a smile"

So, smile no matter where you are. Show that you are happy even though you are currently not. Show that you are better after he left. Your friends cannot help you if you don't want to help yourself. Trust me. That fake smile that almost all the ladies feel like "terpaksa buat" is actually the thing that will make you feel better in the end. Don't believe me? Try it yourself. And in few weeks or a month, do come back and tell me, is that smile on your face now is still fake, are you still pretending, or is it a real smile? :)

ThEnk you for reading. 

P/S try to combine those wrong spellings that I wrote in capital letters. Then try to do it.

AKU LANGGAR...

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

"Jangan kerana mulut,badan binasa.
Jangan kerana diri, yang lain merana."

20:47 12/09/2013, berlakunya kejadian yang tidak akan ku lupakan. Sejam sebelum itu, sedang diriku menyiapkan diri untuk keluar berjumpa seorang temanku, hatiku berasa amat gembira, tanpa rasa gelisah, tanpa rasa curiga. Setelah siap makan malam (nasi lemak yang dimasak oleh mummy kesayangan), dan menunaikan Solat Isyak, aku pun keluar dari rumahku. Pintu pagar dibuka. Pintu pagar ditutup. Senyum pada jiran berhadapan yang sedang menjerit pada rumahnya sendiri.

"Buka la pintu pagar ni. *Bunyi macam mengenget* Buka laaaa *Senyum padaku*"

Pintu kereta dibuka secara manual. Masuk kereta. Duduk. Pintu kereta ditutup secara manual. Tarik nafas. Dan kini aku memulakan perjalanan untuk bertemu rakanku. *Engine start*. Sesuai dengan sifatku yang sangat kelam-kabut dan sangat cepat "excited", lalu aku bawa kereta di kawasan perumahan ku dengan laju. Baru start enjin rasanya dah tekan sampai 60 terus. Laju la tu dekat kawasan perumahan :D

TIBA-TIBA

Aku berhenti menyanyi lagu yang dimainkan di radio keretaku *perlahankan radio perlahankan radio*. Apa itu pohon yang aku langgar? Atau manusia? Atau Pokemon? Malang tidak berbau. Aku pun tidak tahu apa yang dilanggar pada mulanya. Yang hairannya, hanya tayar bahagian belakang sebelah kiriku sahaja yang merasa degupan kemalangan itu. Dengan laju nya diriku membawa kereta ku ke hadapan sedikit untuk membuat pusingan "U-Turn" untuk lihat apakah makhluk yang malang itu. Beberapa ratus centimeter sebelum tempat kejadian, bunyi lah suara seorang manusia. 

"rumah kuning" - Tempat buat U-Turn

"WOI!!"

Dia jerit. Dia jiran langkah beberapa rumah dari rumahku. Apa dia fikir aku melanggar kereta nya? Atau dia fikir aku melanggar dirinya? Oh tidak. Lalu tanpa segan silu,aku buat tak tahu padanya. Aku terus lihat di tempat kejadian apa yg telah keretaku langgar. Dengan harapan dapat melanggar seekor pokemon, rupa-rupanya tidak. Tiada pohon, tiada manusia, tiada pokemon, tiada makhluk pun yang dapat ku lihat di situ. Rupa-rupanya aku terlanggar seekor haiwan yang sangat comel,seekor haiwan yang sangat dicintai insan. Aku terlanggar seekor kucing. 

"HUHH!!!! Jahat nya kau uzer! Kesian kucing tu!"

Apakah itu yang sedang bermain difikiranmu? Usah risau. Kucing itu bukan di tempat kejadian. Kucing itu berada di bawah kereta yang sedang di"parking" di kawasan itu. Terdapat dua ekor kucing di bawah kereta itu dan aku tidak mengetahui kucing mana yang aku terlanggar. Namun, kedua-dua kucing yang comel itu selamat. 

"Tu lah uzer siapa suruh happy sangat. Bawa laju lagi. 

Sampai langgar kucing. Nasib baik bernyawa lagi"

Sahabat, jangan lah bawa kenderaan laju-laju sebab diri yang happy sangat ni, sampai boleh membunuh nyawa yang lain. Renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal. The end.

A LETTER TO THEE...

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

Dear girls.

If this poem was given to you from the person you used to love aka your ex, in a form of a letter, what will you do? Will you read it? Will you burn it? Will you burn it only after finish reading it? Most importantly, will you forgive him?

My Dear ... ,

I know you won't bother and won't even wonder why

But I wrote this letter to tell you what's inside my heart and mind

I know I let you go the moment I said goodbye,

But now I'm the one who couldn't live without you by my side

I spend so many nights regretting that I didn't even try

To make things better again, to make things right

If only I could, I will certainly turn back time

If only I had the chance to have another chance to be in your life

I know I used to lied, I used to make those tears dropped out of your eyes

But please forgive me dear for breaking your heart, for making you cry

I'm not asking for much, since I know you are not mine

Just to accept my apology please, before the day I die.

Love,

Your ...

Now that you have read the letter, let me ask you again. Will you forgive him? Or will you burn the letter instead? 

GUILTY PLEASURE

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

Kata adikku;

"Some people like things, some people don't.

Sometimes people like the wrong things and sometimes people dislike the right things"

Seperti ayat yang terukir diatas, setiap insan mempunyai GUILTY PLEASURE masing-masing yang tersendiri. Guilty Pleasure is something yang kita enjoy, and suka...tapi hati kita rasa bersalah dan guilty for enjoying that particular "thing". Since this is MY blog, I wanna share the things that I like but at the same, I feel guilty for liking it. Do scroll. Perhaps ada guilty pleasure yang kita sama-sama pleasure? :)

PART 1: FOODS & DRINKS

Let's face it, A&W's Rootbeer is really something that you can "never ever ever" leave behind. Why is it so guilty to drink it? Obviously. It's a SOFT DRINK. Tapi memang sedap! Tapi kadang-kadang tertanya juga, why do they call it RootBEER? Why beer? Hmmm...? Anyway,

Next, the Quality Street. Haaa yang ni lagi lah. Sedap memang takleh nak nafi tapi manis tu memang pasti! Banyak choice pulak tu. Ish. Tapi makan memang perut puas hati.

Yang last ni cake Chocolate Indulgence. Sedap memang sedap, tapi kena tahan lah sebab macam besar bila nak habis kan. Lepas tu kalau beli one whole cake, macam mahal sikit. But the best is, it's yummy! :D

PART 2: THE GIRLS

The Original Legendary Pop Princesses, Britney Spears & Christina Aguilera. I like both of them but at the same time, I know its wrong! To me, when hearing most of their songs, I feel connected to them in some ways...mungkin lirik-lirik lagu dorang. Macam Britney,some parts of the lyrics dalam her famous "Gimme More", "Piece Of Me" and "Slave 4 U", and Xtina with her amazing "Reflection", "The Voice Within", and "Fighter". I feel like the things that they sing in their songs have something to do with the things that I've been through in my life.

PART 3: THE GUYS

"Guy" actually sebab ada seorang sahaja. The only reason this is totally a guilty pleasure for me is because I'm a dude, and he is too. But let me explain why. The reason I find this guy a pleasure is because of the facial and the hair. Like Orlando Bloom, I need that shape of his face and that mustache and beard to be on my face. Unfortunately, I can't due to bones and hormones I guess. As long as I own that chin and that facial hair, this dude is out of the list for sure.


So that's my guilty pleasure. Mind t share yours? :)