ISTERI ATAU ANAK?

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Dear ladies, though I am a man, I am 100% sure that giving birth hurts. I don't mean to be all sarcastic and stuff, but please don't ask me what do you need to do with your hubby 9 months before giving birth. I have no idea how to answer that question here. Anyway, this post will be quite short since I only have few questions that I need to ask you readers. So, shall we begin? :)

Here's the thing. Either you're a man or a lady, you might get married someday. After getting married, you will want to start a family and have kids in the future. That leads to my first question which is, what gender do you want your first born child to be? A boy or a girl? And why? How many kids are you planning to have? How many boys and how many girls? Will there be any twins in the family? :) I bet you're currently imagining what your life would look like in the future now, kan? Hehe. Anyway, I didn't mean to stop your daydreaming, but I do need you to answer my final question. The question is, what will happen if during the beginning process of giving birth to a child, suddenly the doctor say to the husband and wife that only one can survive? What will happen? Who will be saved?


I got a feeling that most guys will ask the doctor to save his wife, while the ladies will make sure that the doctor save her child. Maybe in real life, there is already a rule stated that if this problem were to occur, you will have to save either the baby or the mommy. Besides that, maybe our religion also have stated who we need to save and why. I'm not sure of that. Maybe yes, maybe no. Anyway, whatever it is, I need your own answer. In YOUR own opinion as a human being, and as a mom or dad to be, who do you want to save, who do you think you actually need to save, and finally, who will you save? And so, that marks the end of this post.

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22.11.13

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Never have I ever thought that I will still be blogging by now, yet here I am, sharing stories that can either make you laugh out loud or fall into a deep sleep. Anyway, in this post, I would like to tell you guys a story about a wondrous, sad yet fantastic journey that my colleagues & I went through on the date stated as the title above. Can you guess where? Okay one clue. We went to a state fill with histories. Now can you guess where we've been? If your answer is Melaka, you are right! :)

So here's the story. I woke up early in the morning, precisely around 5:40am because I didn't want to miss the bus since my friends said that we have to gather at our faculty at 7 o'clock. I woke up early because it took me about 15 minutes to take a shower, 5-10 minutes to pray, and about half an hour to get to my university since I'm staying at home. So I arrived around 6:40am and headed straight to one of the colleges they have there to pick up a friend who is not even showered yet. As time approached 7:00am, we're at our faculty. But guess what? Out of 40-something people who should have arrived by 7 o'clock, only 10-15 people arrived on time. We got on our bus around 7:50am & the bus started moving few minutes past 8 o'clock. Yeay me for waking up early. -.-

Oh and that's not the only "bad luck" I had that day. As I arrived at the faculty, I hit my head on a concrete wall and caused a bump (benjol) at my forehead. Yup. I'm that clumsy. AND! I'm the only person that wore a different type of shirt that day, due to my on mistake. Yup. I'm that typical.

"HAHAHA"

(if you laughed)

That's not nice of you to do so :(

So we reached Melaka around 10:00am. Our first destination was the Rumah Seri Kenangan Cheng, Melaka. It is a place where some selfish, ungrateful (sorry for being rude) people, who sent their parents there to be taken care of probably because they are too busy with their own lives. After listening to some of their stories, I felt really sad and sorry for them. All I can ever think of was, how could these people be so cruel, leaving their parents there. They were the person who raised you. They were the person who taught you how to talk, walk, and eat. They were the people who stood up by you when the world tries to bring you down. What happened? Where is your humanity? Where is your responsibility? Where is your heart? And most importantly, where is your love??


All that my colleagues and I could ever do was made them laugh for just one moment. At least we managed to make them forget about the past for a minute or two. But as we said goodbye, tears were dripping from some of their eyes. Nothing that we could do except to pray that one day, their children will come back into their lives. And so, our journey continues.

Our next and final destination was the city of Melaka it self. As our bus stopped at Menara Taming Sari, the guys and the girls started to split up. Some of us guys walked from Menara Taming Sari and to the Porta de Santiago and saw the beautiful architecture of A Famosa that was built as the Portuguese fort when they were in Malaysia. There were a lot of tourists taking pictures at the fort and the museums, while some rode the infamous tricycle called "beca" ! And I got excited for that. Oh and FYI, A Famosa means "The Famous" in Portuguese. :)
So what happened after that? My colleagues went SHOPPING!!

"Best gila. Untung ah dapat shopping an"

Opps. Sorry for lying. We didn't shopped actually. Well. Some of the girls maybe were. But the guys, nope! We only bought foods and drinks. Does that consider as shopping too? Hmm. Anyway, my friends bought some cookies and I bought a drink. Besides that, I even bought some candies for my tummy too! Since we were in a state fill with old, classic buildings and stuffs, I decided to bought a classic candy for myself! (Scroll down to see the candies)

Tadaaaaa!!!!

I don't know the exact name of this candy, so I tend to call it "White Rabbit". :D

It's a candy that you can eat with it's inner plastic.

BTW, these were some of us in front of a building in Melaka with a fake dinosaur. 

And as time approached 5:30pm , our journey ended. We went back on our bus and headed back to our university. I met some new friends. I gained some new experiences. I learned some new values of life. That's what I got on my day trip with my friends. The end.

IS LIFE FAIR?

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Do you think life is fair?

"Life is not fair. Get used to it."

- Bill Gates

Even Bill Gates, the current chairman of Microsoft, the world's largest personal-computer software company, said that life isn't fair. Well unfortunately, I'm not Bill Gates and so are you (unless you are actually Bill Gates. OMG give me a shoutout please!). Anyway, just like the title represents, a question (?) , in this post I would like to ask you readers several questions on two things about life and you will decide yourself whether life is fair or the other way around. Shall we begin?

No.1. In relationship. Do you believe in second/third/fourth... chances? You might just say yes because either you still insanely in love with your ex or you're the one who made mistakes and wanted another chance. True? So, is it fair to others who probably had waited for their first chance ever to be with that particular person? It doesn't sound fair is it? However, even God give us a lot of chances, why can't we give our ex another chance? 

No.2. Friendship. A kind a boat that will never sink. I'm sorry, but I have to disagree myself. It's not that friendship will never ends, because somehow, some friendship will someday. To me, friendship is (F)orgiving one another, (R)especting each other, perhaps having the same (I)nterest on things, understand each other (E) motianally, (N)urturing one another, (D)epending on each other, (S)haring secrets together, (H)onest to each other, (I)rreplaceable, and (P)riceless. However, what if something goes wrong in the friendship? What if there's a huge misunderstanding? Because I always hear some (or a few) Malaysian say something like this;

"Walau 1000 kali buat baik & hanya satu kali buat kesilapan, satu kesilapan tu yang orang akan ingat"

Does that seem fair? Of course you will tend to forgive and perhaps forget about the mistakes done by your friends. But you will certainly act at least 5% differently toward your friends, just because of that one mistake. Perhaps you will feel a bit insecure or even have doubts on your friends too. True? But, is it fair? I mean, what ever happened to all the 1000 (more or less) things your friends had done for you and what you had done for your friends? Even worse, just because of that one mistake, some of us aren't even friends anymore. In fact, we're like strangers. Is it fair to yourself? Is it fair to your friend who made the mistakes? What ever happened to "everyone make mistakes" and "people deserve a second chance" ? And is it fair to the memories you and your friends shared together?

Oh and I think I know one thing that you think is not fair in life. Do you ever wonder why something happened to you on that particular day? Things that make you say "Why does this have to happen to me today?" or "Why doesn't it happening to someone else? Why me?"...or things that make you feel that you're a bad luck?? Well. I bet you have wondered like this at least once. Unfortunately, you need to S T O P.

"Cakap senang lah. Cuba kena apa aku kena. Baru kau tau camne aku rasa."

Okay fair enough. If I'm in your shoes, I can never handle the things that you've been through. Just like you can't also handle the things that I've been through. Why? Because the only person that can handle what they've been through are theirselves. That's why I can never handle your situation or anyone else's situation and you or anyone else can't handle mine. But at least, you should try to stop wondering like that. Why? Because Allah works in all kinds of ways. We may have our plans, but nothing is better than what Allah had planned for us. Maybe today is just not our day. We never know how tomorrow will look like. Allah does.


And this is my last question:

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Thank you for your time, energy and mind. Take care. Assalammualaikum.

#LOVE NEVER RETURN

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Hello there October. We're almost at the end of 2013 already. Time passes by so fast isn't it? NO! Time moves constantly since it exists. We're the ones who keep wasting our time that we made it look as if it had moved so fast. And as time passes by, people start to move on with their lives. People start to meet and make new friends and create new memories. But whatever happened to our old memories? Well. It stays there. Some hoping that the memories will remain in their minds and hearts forever, while others hoping to forget about their past.


Anyway, talking about moving on and about the past, have you ever thought about the things you wish you have told to someone before you moved on? For example, to your ex perhaps? After a huge fight and a break up maybe? See. I made a lyric on things that I wish I have said to my ex before the word "goodbye". Do read. Maybe you also wanted to say the same thing after all. Enjoy.

NEVER RETURN

Verse 1

You promised me, you'll never leave

But now you're gone

I should have known, I shouldn't believed

The lies you told

You broke my heart, you broke the trust

I gave before

We could have had, it all but you

Just let it go

Chorus

Now that our story ends, the love we shared

Had burned into ashes

There is no more turning back

Our love had tumbled down

Now is just too little too late, our memories

Had shattered into pieces

You should just go away and never return

Never return

Verse 2

You used to say, that you will stay

But now I know

I'm just a game, for you to play

Like your childhood toys

I felt the pain, the fire the flame

But now I'm done

You had your chance, you blew it and

Now I'm moving on

Cause

(Repeat Chorus)

Bridge

I don't want to see your face again

Not even your shadow

Not even a glance

You said that you would treat me right

But now it all ends

And my tears had dried

Chorus

Cause now that our story ends, the love we shared

Had burned into ashes

There is no more turning back

Our love had tumbled down

Now is just too little too late, our memories

Had shattered into pieces

You should just go away and never return

Never return

Never return

Goodbye.

FAKE SMILE.

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Before I start babbling on such stuff, I would like to say something.

"HI THERE!" 

Okay done. Now back to babbling. Do you guys know what "fake smile" actually is? Well of course you do. Most of ya'll are good at it. To me, a fake smile is some kind of an expression that most of the times, girls/ladies/women, will do/express. What I'm gonna share with you who reads this post is actually some kind of a secret or an advantage of this expression.

"Uuuu. Gila la Uzer nak cite pasal fake smile. Uuuu."

AnywayS, as all of you know, a fake smile occur when someone is actually sad, depressed, sorrow, unhappy, miserable, and bla bla bla in the inside, but they manage to create an expression to cover those feelings by making a smile on the outside. True? Let me ask you again and this time, I need you to shout. TRUE?

(WARNING: If you are bored, do not continue reading. Please proceed to other posts. Thank you.)

As I said earlier, ladies are actually the ones who usually create this expression. You manage to cover all those hurtful feelings iMside you to yourself and make a smile so that no one knows that you are hurt. That is the reason you fake a smile right? Because you don't want to show to others that you are sad. When people know that you are hurt but you can prove to others that you can still smile even though you are crying a river inside, you just prove that you are strong and you're not going to lose just because it hurts. WOW. Women are strong. And that's awesome! 

Usually, after a big fight or a break-up, girls/ladies will be sad and they will eventually crI. And to them, it's hard to move on because they thought that they will live happily ever after their ex boyfriends. Well, this is not a fairy tale. This is life. Although it hurts so much, you have to try to smile. 

"Ahh kau cakap senang ah Uzer kau laki..."

I know. I'm a dude. It is easy for me say it. But that is why I said "try". Right? Anyway, the main reason I wrote this post is to share a secLet that I think most of you girls out there didn't realized. The secret is, although it is damn hard for you girls to even try to fake a smile, that is actually the first step ever for you to move on. Yup. Faking a smile is the first step. You do have a twitter or a facebook or any other social media accounts right? By only twetting or posting this ":)" although you don't feel like it, will make you feel better. The flow is there. When you start to fake a smile, in time, that fake smile will turn into a real one.

Said Martin Charnin;

"You're never fully dressed without a smile"

So, smile no matter where you are. Show that you are happy even though you are currently not. Show that you are better after he left. Your friends cannot help you if you don't want to help yourself. Trust me. That fake smile that almost all the ladies feel like "terpaksa buat" is actually the thing that will make you feel better in the end. Don't believe me? Try it yourself. And in few weeks or a month, do come back and tell me, is that smile on your face now is still fake, are you still pretending, or is it a real smile? :)

ThEnk you for reading. 

P/S try to combine those wrong spellings that I wrote in capital letters. Then try to do it.

AKU LANGGAR...

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"Jangan kerana mulut,badan binasa.
Jangan kerana diri, yang lain merana."

20:47 12/09/2013, berlakunya kejadian yang tidak akan ku lupakan. Sejam sebelum itu, sedang diriku menyiapkan diri untuk keluar berjumpa seorang temanku, hatiku berasa amat gembira, tanpa rasa gelisah, tanpa rasa curiga. Setelah siap makan malam (nasi lemak yang dimasak oleh mummy kesayangan), dan menunaikan Solat Isyak, aku pun keluar dari rumahku. Pintu pagar dibuka. Pintu pagar ditutup. Senyum pada jiran berhadapan yang sedang menjerit pada rumahnya sendiri.

"Buka la pintu pagar ni. *Bunyi macam mengenget* Buka laaaa *Senyum padaku*"

Pintu kereta dibuka secara manual. Masuk kereta. Duduk. Pintu kereta ditutup secara manual. Tarik nafas. Dan kini aku memulakan perjalanan untuk bertemu rakanku. *Engine start*. Sesuai dengan sifatku yang sangat kelam-kabut dan sangat cepat "excited", lalu aku bawa kereta di kawasan perumahan ku dengan laju. Baru start enjin rasanya dah tekan sampai 60 terus. Laju la tu dekat kawasan perumahan :D

TIBA-TIBA

Aku berhenti menyanyi lagu yang dimainkan di radio keretaku *perlahankan radio perlahankan radio*. Apa itu pohon yang aku langgar? Atau manusia? Atau Pokemon? Malang tidak berbau. Aku pun tidak tahu apa yang dilanggar pada mulanya. Yang hairannya, hanya tayar bahagian belakang sebelah kiriku sahaja yang merasa degupan kemalangan itu. Dengan laju nya diriku membawa kereta ku ke hadapan sedikit untuk membuat pusingan "U-Turn" untuk lihat apakah makhluk yang malang itu. Beberapa ratus centimeter sebelum tempat kejadian, bunyi lah suara seorang manusia. 

"rumah kuning" - Tempat buat U-Turn

"WOI!!"

Dia jerit. Dia jiran langkah beberapa rumah dari rumahku. Apa dia fikir aku melanggar kereta nya? Atau dia fikir aku melanggar dirinya? Oh tidak. Lalu tanpa segan silu,aku buat tak tahu padanya. Aku terus lihat di tempat kejadian apa yg telah keretaku langgar. Dengan harapan dapat melanggar seekor pokemon, rupa-rupanya tidak. Tiada pohon, tiada manusia, tiada pokemon, tiada makhluk pun yang dapat ku lihat di situ. Rupa-rupanya aku terlanggar seekor haiwan yang sangat comel,seekor haiwan yang sangat dicintai insan. Aku terlanggar seekor kucing. 

"HUHH!!!! Jahat nya kau uzer! Kesian kucing tu!"

Apakah itu yang sedang bermain difikiranmu? Usah risau. Kucing itu bukan di tempat kejadian. Kucing itu berada di bawah kereta yang sedang di"parking" di kawasan itu. Terdapat dua ekor kucing di bawah kereta itu dan aku tidak mengetahui kucing mana yang aku terlanggar. Namun, kedua-dua kucing yang comel itu selamat. 

"Tu lah uzer siapa suruh happy sangat. Bawa laju lagi. 

Sampai langgar kucing. Nasib baik bernyawa lagi"

Sahabat, jangan lah bawa kenderaan laju-laju sebab diri yang happy sangat ni, sampai boleh membunuh nyawa yang lain. Renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal. The end.

A LETTER TO THEE...

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Dear girls.

If this poem was given to you from the person you used to love aka your ex, in a form of a letter, what will you do? Will you read it? Will you burn it? Will you burn it only after finish reading it? Most importantly, will you forgive him?

My Dear ... ,

I know you won't bother and won't even wonder why

But I wrote this letter to tell you what's inside my heart and mind

I know I let you go the moment I said goodbye,

But now I'm the one who couldn't live without you by my side

I spend so many nights regretting that I didn't even try

To make things better again, to make things right

If only I could, I will certainly turn back time

If only I had the chance to have another chance to be in your life

I know I used to lied, I used to make those tears dropped out of your eyes

But please forgive me dear for breaking your heart, for making you cry

I'm not asking for much, since I know you are not mine

Just to accept my apology please, before the day I die.

Love,

Your ...

Now that you have read the letter, let me ask you again. Will you forgive him? Or will you burn the letter instead? 

GUILTY PLEASURE

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

Kata adikku;

"Some people like things, some people don't.

Sometimes people like the wrong things and sometimes people dislike the right things"

Seperti ayat yang terukir diatas, setiap insan mempunyai GUILTY PLEASURE masing-masing yang tersendiri. Guilty Pleasure is something yang kita enjoy, and suka...tapi hati kita rasa bersalah dan guilty for enjoying that particular "thing". Since this is MY blog, I wanna share the things that I like but at the same, I feel guilty for liking it. Do scroll. Perhaps ada guilty pleasure yang kita sama-sama pleasure? :)

PART 1: FOODS & DRINKS

Let's face it, A&W's Rootbeer is really something that you can "never ever ever" leave behind. Why is it so guilty to drink it? Obviously. It's a SOFT DRINK. Tapi memang sedap! Tapi kadang-kadang tertanya juga, why do they call it RootBEER? Why beer? Hmmm...? Anyway,

Next, the Quality Street. Haaa yang ni lagi lah. Sedap memang takleh nak nafi tapi manis tu memang pasti! Banyak choice pulak tu. Ish. Tapi makan memang perut puas hati.

Yang last ni cake Chocolate Indulgence. Sedap memang sedap, tapi kena tahan lah sebab macam besar bila nak habis kan. Lepas tu kalau beli one whole cake, macam mahal sikit. But the best is, it's yummy! :D

PART 2: THE GIRLS

The Original Legendary Pop Princesses, Britney Spears & Christina Aguilera. I like both of them but at the same time, I know its wrong! To me, when hearing most of their songs, I feel connected to them in some ways...mungkin lirik-lirik lagu dorang. Macam Britney,some parts of the lyrics dalam her famous "Gimme More", "Piece Of Me" and "Slave 4 U", and Xtina with her amazing "Reflection", "The Voice Within", and "Fighter". I feel like the things that they sing in their songs have something to do with the things that I've been through in my life.

PART 3: THE GUYS

"Guy" actually sebab ada seorang sahaja. The only reason this is totally a guilty pleasure for me is because I'm a dude, and he is too. But let me explain why. The reason I find this guy a pleasure is because of the facial and the hair. Like Orlando Bloom, I need that shape of his face and that mustache and beard to be on my face. Unfortunately, I can't due to bones and hormones I guess. As long as I own that chin and that facial hair, this dude is out of the list for sure.


So that's my guilty pleasure. Mind t share yours? :)

#LOVE NEVER BACK DOWN

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

*Still working on my English*


Greetings. People need to realize that nowadays, some people love to bully others. And the worst part is, they are bullying those who are smaller than them.

Said the anonymous;

"PICK ON SOMEONE YOUR OWN SIZE!"

Bullying or making fun of others who are smaller than you won't prove anything good at all. Instead, it proves that you bullies are just too afraid to prove your skills and abilities on them who are on the same level as you guys. If you bullies want to prove and show anyone that you are funny or strong or what so ever, that's what the phrase stands for, pick on someone your own size. Not the one who are smaller than you. Better? Don't pick on anyone. Just don't bully. Do something else :)


Anyway, the reason I make this post is actually to share with ya'll one of my lyrics. This song is for those who have been bullied before and those who are still being bullied. A long time ago, I used to be in that place, in that scene myself. What you guys need to do is not to fight back, but to stand up for yourself. One of my friend used to tell me this and now I'm telling you;

"People would kill to see you fall"

So, don't let them see what they wanted to see. Stand up. Prove to them that you are worthy. Prove to them that you can do it. Prove to them that you got what it takes to become a champion. Prove to them that you will NEVER BACK DOWN. Enjoy. 

[verse 1]

You push me down the locker

Like I'm such a loser

You use the sticks and stones

To knock me over

Your words like knives and swords

Stabbing me again and again

But I believe that I am strong

And this is where I stand

[chorus]

I'll never back down

Never give up

Never gonna ever let you knock me out

I will stand up

Put my feet on the ground

Try to shoot me down but I will never gonna fall

Cause I'm stronger

I'm wiser

I'm better than you think I am

Never back down

Never give up

Never gonna ever let you watch me fall

I'll never back down

[verse 2]

You said that I'm a loner

Just because you saw me all alone

It doesn't mean you're huge

You can hold on to the throne

I will never surrender

Though its the last thing I will do

Cause I am fighter

And this is a song for you

[chorus]

I'll never back down

Never give up

Never gonna ever let you knock me out

I will stand up

Put my feet on the ground

Try to shoot me down but I will never gonna fall

Cause I'm stronger

I'm wiser

I'm better than you think I am

Never back down

Never give up

Never gonna ever let you watch me fall

I'll never back down

[bridge]

Cause I am a champion
I won't let you break me into pieces
I'll stand for myself
You can love me
You can hate me
But I will never stop

[chorus]

I'll never back down

Never give up

Never gonna ever let you knock me out

I will stand up

Put my feet on the ground

Try to shoot me down but I will never gonna fall

Cause I'm stronger

I'm wiser

I'm better than you think I am

Never back down

Never give up

Never gonna ever let you watch me fall

I'll never back down

I'll never back down

So, are you still gonna let them pick on you? Or is it finally the time for you to stand up and never back down? Thank you.

TTFN Ta Ta For Now. 

#LUST NEAR YOU

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Hi! Okay saya tahu semua masih dalam mood Raya since harini baru Raya ketiga. And it is still not too late to wish everyone

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

Anyway,I don't want to share about my Raya in this post but instead, I would like to share one of my lyrics with ya'll.


This lyric is about two people, meeting up for the first time, talking, chatting, going to a party and had so much fun...but the next day, they forgot everything that had happened to them. If you can get into my head, you will find out that musically, this song is a mid-tempo dance track, mixing it up with a little bit of electro-pop and an on and on beat. I hope ya'll like it! Enjoy :)

NEAR YOU

[verse 1]
You got me thinking about the things that I've done
Everything that I need suddenly is hard to find
You got me blur since I met you last night
But you're the one that keeps me feel so alive

I'm so confuse
So~

[chorus]
Your breath like ghosts that's disappear
I feel you close but you're not here
I got amnesia when I'm near you
You hate me but you love me dear
We have been living in a curse
And I got amnesia when I'm near you
When I'm near you

[verse 2]
You got thinking about my fantasies
Turn up the bass and set the music free
Now tell me baby that I'm still in my dream
Cause when you pinch me baby you're not on the scene

I'm so confuse
So~

[chorus]
Your breath like ghosts that's disappear
I feel you close but you're not here
I got amnesia when I'm near you
You hate me but you love me dear
We have been living in a curse
And I got amnesia when I'm near you
When I'm near you

[bridge]
Oh
I see you in the dark
But when the lights are on
You're not there
You're not there
Oh oh
Oh
I see you in the dark
But when the lights are on
You're not there
You're not there

[chorus]
Your breath like ghosts that's disappear
I feel you close but you're not here
I got amnesia when I'm near you
You hate me but you love me dear
We have been living in a curse
And I got amnesia when I'm near you
When I'm near you

Now, you feelin' me?

HATERS GONNA...

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

"Psss weh weh nak dengar cerita tak?"

This and other rubbish alike sentences started it all. Just like the title represents, I want to share a bit of things that I know about a madness that has been going on since forever. I apologize though for using both Bahasa Malaysia and English, and for my bad grammar cause I'm still learning.

Alright back to our topic, the madness that I was referring to is...*drum roll*

 RUMORS.

What do you expect? Everywhere you go, no matter who you are, a school cheerleader, a football player, a geek or even a loser, rumors will certainly hit you. Even if you are a nobody, people will talk shits about you. Those who hate you will start creating stories and these stories will be heard and trusted by those who are too "clever" to accept it without even asking "tuan punya badan" for the truth, and they will then probably tell that stories to some others. These false and untrue stories and statements are what we call "rumors".

"Weh nak tau tak. Ada orang cakap tau. Aku rasa kan..."

Let's face it. Any living human being nowadays have haters. No matter how good, nice, friendly, kind, and selfless you are, if you have haters, they will talk about you. I bet you have heard some fake stories about yourself from others,right? Like you were dating a person who is actually your best friend. Or you were the reason a couple broke up. Or you were a lesbian or gay. Or you were the reason some are not friends anymore. Or that you were selfish and stubborn and arrogant and greedy. True? True.

Kata Jay Asher;

"You can hear rumors. But you can't know them."

 

HELLO???! You don't even know who that person is. You don't even know what they have been through throughout their lives. You don't even know their stories. You don't even know what it feels like to be in their shoes. Why do you hate? Why do you judge? Why are you wasting your time creating stories just to please yourself and to make others wondering what is right and wrong?

Rumors are carried by haters, spread by fools and accepted by idiots. If you are not a fool, don't spread it. If you are not an idiot, don't accept it.

Tahu tak rumors kalau di translate dalam Bahasa Malaysia, ertinya khabar angin? Tahu tak jika khabar angin yang dituturkan itu salah, dikira dirimu telah memfitnah? Tahu tak memfitnah itu dosanya lebih besar dari membunuh seorang insan? Tahu tak Neraka Hutamah??...

Namun, diriku juga tidak sempurna. Lidah sendiri tidak mampu terjaga, apatah lagi lidah insan yang lain. Hanya apa yang boleh dikongsikan bersama, bagi mereka yang mendengar "rumors", tanya lah insan yang terkena perkara sebenar. Tanya lah dengan bahasa yang tidak akan menimbulkan rasa kecewa. Diriku juga tetap pada pendirian yang satu. Bagi mereka yang terkena rumors pula,

Kata diriku;

"Haters gonna hate, because you can do what they can't make"

Mulut orang tidak bisa di jahit. Hanya apa yang bisa kita lakukan, adalah berdoa agar rumors itu dilenyapkan dan orang yang memulakan rumors itu memohon maaf.

 

Meanwhile, bagi mereka yang memulakan rumors,this is for you;

 
Conclusion is, just remember,

Thank you for reading. Ttfn. Ta Ta For Now.

PERSAHABATAN

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM


Kini aku kembali ke alam ini, untuk berkongsi apa yang terpahat di dalam hati.
Kini aku sudah mulai mengerti, apa persahabatan yang semua ingini.

Kata Oprah Winfrey;

"Lots of people want to ride with you in a limo,

but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you

when the limo breaks down."

Cari lah teman yang memberi air minumannya kepadamu walau dia sanggup dahaga tika kamu dalam kehausan. Cari lah teman yang memberi wang sakunya kepadamu walau dia sanggup kelaparan tika kamu dalam kesusahan. Jangan lah mencari teman hanya untuk ketawa, namun pabila dirimu dalam kepayahan, dia meninggalkan mu tanpa alasan.

Kata Anonymous;

 "Remember all the time we had together?

What happened to best friends forever?"

Hidup ini penuh dugaan. Hidup ini penuh ujian. Walaupun mempunyai keluarga yang bahagia, namun seseorang perlukan juga persabahatan untuk berkongsi masalah diri yang ada. Jika dahulu selalu bersama "for all the right things", mengapa sekarang harus berpisah gara-gara masalah kecil? Mengapa harus biarkan ego menguasai diri? Mengapa harus biarkan benci menguasai hati?

Kadang-kala perasaan ku sendiri bingung. Banyak persoalan yang berputar di fikiran ku. Adakah aku patut biarkan perkara yang lalu itu pergi? Atau adakah aku patut mengalah demi persahabatan sekali lagi? Adakah ada insan yang cuba menghancurkan persahabatan ini? Atau adakah hanya nafsu kami yang menguasai hati dan diri? Namun pabila ku fikirkan semula,apa gunanya jika hanya sebelah pihak boleh "forgive and forget", namun pihak yang satu lagi walaupun bersetuju untuk terus bersahabat tetapi hati tetap "regret"?

Jika ini hanya lah perselisihan sementara, aku berdoa agar ia segera berakhir dan semua kembali ke asal semula walau "awkward" buat seketika. Namun, jika ini kesudahan persahabatan ku bersama mereka, aku redha kerana aku percaya, akan dapat yang terbaik juga buat semua.

Kata Diriku;

"No matter what happens,all the memories of our friendship will last forever,

Although we never contact each other anymore in the future." 

#LOVE CRUSH

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

Okay. Stating the obvious, rasanya ramai orang yang single, mesti ada crush or pernah ada crush kan?
So kalau ada crush, mesti ada perasaan nak tahu macam-macam pasal crush,stalk crush or at least nak crush kita tahu yang kita ada hati nak bersama dengan dia, right right? Cool. So,kalau korang ada peluang nak bercakap dekat crush korang dari hati ke hati, apa yang korang nak crush korang tahu?? :)

Now this is a lyric I've made for my crush. Things I want to say. Harap-harap korang dapat tolong sampai kan dekat crush saya hehe. PEACE!

CRUSH ON YOU

[verse 1]

Love the way you smile,

With that cheekbones on your cheeks

Love the way you walk,

The way you talk is very sweet

I know that you don't know,

That I'm falling into deep

In love,I even see

Your face inside my dreams

Ooh~

Like Cinderella, I've got to try, its now or never

Ooh~

Like ever after, I wish that we could be together

[chorus] 

How I wish, that you could be mine

And I could be yours

Till the end of time

 Oh I wish, that you'll think of me

For every breath that you take

And every step that you make

How I wish, that love will exist

The moment we meet

The moment you see me

Oh I wish, that this could be true

Cause I want the world to know

That I got a crush on you

[verse 2]

You make me hypnotized,

Cause your eyes are always shining

You're always on my mind

 Not a second that you leave

 Love to see your hair,

Cause you just made them falls perfectly

If I own kingdom,

I bet you'd be my queen

[chorus]

How I wish, that you could be mine

And I could be yours

Till the end of time

 Oh I wish, that you'll think of me

For every breath that you take

And every step that you make

How I wish, that love will exist

The moment we meet

The moment you see me

Oh I wish, that this could be true

Cause I want the world to know

That I got a crush on you

[bridge]

Let me know you more,

I will treat you like a queen

Let me be your king,

Cause your love will never die in me

Let me hold your hands,

I will never let you go

I will not pretend

Let me show you that I'm worth

You're the sun on my noon

On the night you're my moon

So please just stay forever never leave just like I wish

[chorus]

How I wish, that you could be mine

And I could be yours

Till the end of time

 Oh I wish, that you'll think of me

For every breath that you take

And every step that you make

How I wish, that love will exist

The moment we meet

The moment you see me

Oh I wish, that this could be true

Cause I want the world to know

That I got a crush on you

There it is. Nak masukkan semua perasaan dalam satu lirik lagu tapi takut nanti instead of jadi lagu, jadi buku. Hehe. Oh btw, this is my crush:

NORA DANISH

So, who's yours? And what would say (or sing) to him/her? :)
Asslammualaikum.

MIND MADE UP.

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

Okay so here's a thing. I already made a promise to some of my friends saying that I'll put up lyrics that I've made on my blog. BUT! I also wanted to just write too instead of publishing lyrics here. So now, I've made up my mind. I'm gonna do both!

What I'm gonna do is that I'm gonna TRY MY BEST to publish one lyrics per week. That way, at least I have some time to spare to create new lyrics and to talk about something else on my blog. I know you don't care. Well I do cause it's my blog. This is just some info on what's coming up later on this mysterious world of mine. No harm for sharing right? Okay that's all for now. ttfn Ta Ta For now :)

TWO TYPES...

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

Haaaaa mesti hampa terfikir apa "two types..." yang aku maksud kan tu an an???

An??
...
An?! hehe. 

Well, dalam dunia ni, ada sifat baik ada jahat. Ada suka ambil gambar sendiri untuk post dekat instagram (macam aku) dan ada yang suka ambil gambar benda-benda or environment. Sekarang ni, apa yang aku maksud kan untuk "two types..." tu pula adalah dalam LIRIK! hihi. Siapa yang berminat nak tahu, sila sambung baca, siapa yang tak minat, sila baca post-post lain yang anda minati. :D

*meoww*

Okay 2 types of lirik. Yang first is jenis lirik yang emotional atau dengan kata lain, sensitif untuk diri kita sendiri. Macam yang kita tahu, selalu nya lirik ni orang buat mesti belakang dia rhymes...macam pantun,bunyi belakang lebih kurang sama je semua. So,untuk yang first type ni, since apa yang kita nak tulis atau "lirikkan" adalah dari hati sendiri (ecececeh), nak cerita masalah atau apa yang ada dalam hati ni, tak kesah lah pasal cinta ke pasal regret ke pasal friendship ke,jadi rhymes tidak penting dulu.

"Apahal pulak rhymes tak penting???!"

Bukan tak penting, tapi hati lagi bermakna an? hehe. Jadi, lantak lah ryhmes ke tak dulu. Lepas dah keluar segala ingredient dalam hati tu, baru kita rhyme kan dia. Macam mana? Perkataan-perkataan yang kita nak rhymes kan kat belakang tu, kita ubah laa. Either dengan perkataan lain yang sama gila gila maksud, or(!) ubah satu baris tu dengan buat example/situasi yg boleh menggambarkan perasaan kita tadi. Haaa. lagutu jee. Habis yang jenis pertama.

First type...lirik dari hati. <3

Yang jenis lirik kedua pula ni, lirik yang instead of emotinal, ni adalah lirik-lirik yang kita buat untuk celebrate life. Untuk kita enjoy. Lirik masa kita "masuk air". Haaa. Untuk ni tak payah dari hati sangat pun takpe lirik nya. Soooo, masa buat lirik tu, keluar kan je apa yang ada dalam otak tu asalkan rhymes. Sebab kadang-kadang buat lirik untuk bak kata orang putih "party" ni, tak payah nak bagi maksud pun takpe. Contoh macam ni:

"We're dancing all night long to the groove,

You can put the dime if you want in the telephone booth"

SEE!!! Walaupun lirik atas ni aku yang buat, but SEE!! Maksud aku macam tu lah. Some lyrics just doesn't make sense nowadays! Apa kena mengena pulak an joget dengan masukkan duit dalam telephone booth. Lain lah kalau memang orang tu masukkan duit dalam tel booth, baru start joget. Tu pelik ah. But still tu maksud aku. Tak perlu nak payah-payah fikir sangat. Haa. Tu sahaja. Habis pula jenis yang kedua.

2nd type...lirik ikut otak -.-

Begitu lah cerita nya.

Itu je aku boleh bebel sekarang. Any comment atau ada apa-apa nak tambah? Feel free to share with us below :) thank you. okbai.

RETURN

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

Today,

18th July 2013, the 199th day of the year,

Has its own story.

It is the day I come back to this world.

It is the day I start making new friends again.

It is the day I learn not to give up in life.

It is the day I learn to smile & make others smile again.

Today,

18th July 2013, the 199th day of the year,

Has its own story.

It is the day

...

I

...

RETURN.